Thank you Purr for reading my thread!!!! That means a lot to me to have people read & help me understand all of this. I'm so scared & lonely right now.

My H & I do share so much history, I just want to call & talk to him like we used to talk so many times. I know I can't do that right now, he was my best friend & now he is sharing everything with OW. I was never so shocked in my life when I got that email from her. What a slut!

I just keep hoping for that phone call from him telling me he is sorry & it's over with OW at least I hope it will be over with her soon! I think he is still in honeymoon mode now. It's been over a month since I've heard from him. We used to not be able to go all day without talking to each other. Thanks for checking in!!!

Stella, thank you for your support also & I can't wait to hear about your weekend!!