SC - thanks for your post - you are getting much better with the quote box!
I do think it was inevitable that either she or I would have walked out sooner than later. There was so much tension in the house between us - she couldn't be nice, I couldn't detach - made us both miserable. I do think this is okay, even if she doesn't come back, I think this was a good move. Am I hopeful, heck yea, I wouldn't be here if I wasn't.
Good point about MC - I just don't want to go in as a punching bag like in the past. I need to validate and listen and only react to what she says. I am sure I will not see her between now and then, buy you never know. We are supposed to be at a group dinner tomorrow, I will be there, not sure if she will, hope so.
Who, me fight? Heck, that is all I have been doing: fighting with myself mostly, those inner demons. I do feel as if a load has been lifted temporarily off my back. Will see if I can sleep tonight!
Yea, go figure, take care of CBK - where have I heard that... I plan on sitting on my front porch - talk to my brother in a bit, drink a few more margaritas since I am not driving anywhere and just enjoy peace as it visits me every once in awhile.
CBK
M=46 W=47 M=24 (together 26) D21, S19 Bomb 3/16/08 OM 3/28/08 WAW moved out 5/16 Divorce final 10/09
