Hi Andy,
I hardly come here like I used to because I have not much to offer to anybody. I’ve just happened to stop by today to check on old friends. I’m sorry to hear what you’ve been through lately, especially your d. I hope she is OK. Like you, I’m living in parallel world with my wife too. We even sleep in a separate bedroom and it has been for a very long long long time.
It gets to the point where I don’t even know what it would be like to sleep next to a human being. How would I react, toss and turn without disturbing anybody else. Sometimes, I wish that would happen, but in my reality right now that ain’t happen. Some nights I even dreamed about being next to someone I love cuddling with each other like spoons until the moon vanishes into the bright sky. But, that was just a dream and the nights continue to be empty and lonely.
