Oh Andy, I just got around to reading your thread. I feel awful about you D and your sitchuation. I cannot imagine what you live day to day. Please come here and talk to us. You have always been such a support for all of us. I think we all go through the stages of acceptance. At first we are devastated by the WAS, then we try to be hopeful, and in that period there are many ups and downs. Afer so long though and things do not start to get better but instead deteriorate and you are simply living an existance with each other, hope starts to die. I really think there is a point of no return. If the WAS will not work on the M at all, it cannot be salvaged by one. I find myslef in that sitch also at this point and at a crossroad. I hate that you feel you have no options. YOU DESERVE HAPPINESS. I hope somehow you can find it by whatever means. Please know I care deeply for what you are living. Rachael
