Well don't get me wrong I want her as a wife but I could understand if that is not possible, but I could not imagine a world where she is not my friend. Military life is hard but we do our best. I will finally be in the same place for 4 years now but they will be very busy not family friendly years so this is the perfect time for her to go to Law school. after that she can be a Lawyer anywhere.
In a lot of ways she is acting like a teenager. she has played this online game for a while now, but the month and a half before she left she got sucked into it. she would play 10- 12 hours a day plus go to work. That meant she would never go to bed at the same time as me. she neglected everything around the house and would only eat if i made dinner and handed it to her. she told me that she was hiding from a life that she did not like, but at hers parents that’s all she did too. Now at her friends house it is pretty much more of the same.
she talks to these people on there all the time. this causes issues with me because when she did have the thing with OM it was all through myspace. I am not sure if she is lost in this or just filling time until school starts, probably both.
I am scared that going dark will make her think I don't care, but its clear she does not want to talk to me because she does not respond to very simple non M questions, and I don't want to push any thing. she has been gone for 3.5 weeks so its early but she has not said a word to me in 2.
well only time can help these things and every day is another day closer to something. I am off to go to a baseball game. By the way I had a wonderful day today. Thanks so much for your support.
Me 27, W26 T-12 M-4 SEP 4/29/08 Holding 250 miles Awaiting Support Current
