thanks guys. just had therapy. thank the lord. I feel like I'll never get over this. how can someone who was so inlove with you -- chased you, practically, had a child with you, bought a house with you, restored that 150 year old house with you, do something like this??? I'll never understand it. I know I shouldn't torture myself, but I just keep thinking that this OW is so f'ing fabulous and has "won him" and I'm nothing. and I literally know nothing about her, just that she exists and he's "so in love".
