Still stuck in Limbo Land

[MariS]

Mary in Austin....are you still out there?
STILL sending you PMA and positive thoughts.
Touch base when you can.


Journaling

ALOT has been happening in my life and for once, I feel that I am in control. Gave one job notice, retained my client(2nd job) and business I started last July is doing good.

WAH-MLCer is ALOT better, compared to where we have been....

We actually went on a trip out of town for 24hrs to a sports event and had fun. I still and always will have trust issues, but I am getting better. WAH-MLCer still can't kiss me and/or hold my hand like we use to, or wear his wedding ring, but for now, he is home and for once, doesn't seem to be going anywhere.

Will continue to DB, GAL and 180.

I am at a point in MY life that I need to clean house, organize, re-structure and focus on my future. Not only for me, but for my child. Dr. and I are in continual communication about my ADs and it helps my anger/frustration issues as what WAH-MLCer has done. (Never mind what he has done to his Mother & Brother) WAH-MLCer definately has his demons and I am thankfull they are not mine...

Best yet, I am at the point within myself that if WAH-MLCer is having "another" A, or continuing with OW, then I am strong enough to say that is it, no thank you, I choose a different path