I'm beginning to feel very resentful of people who started this journey at the same time as me but who, for their own reasons, chose not to stand for their M. I want the stillness they have.
Please don't feel resentful. It will eat away at you. I do not stand for my marriage, i stopped standing a long time ago. Stillness is still not there all the time.
It gets better with time lovey. Have faith.
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My Hs infidelity has cost me so much more than my M. My self esteem is gone
I was just talking to my brother last night about this very thing.
Then i was so mad this morning that I let myself get upset over people that are not worth my love.
He is not worthy of your shine babes.
As for your son. I will keep you in my prayers. I know it must hurt so badly.
I want you to try to see this as your beautiful son, just trying his hardest to please his dad.
A man that your son knows is not there for him, a man that he knows is not worthy of your son's love.
He knows you are there for him A. He knows that your love is unconditional.
He knows that pushing you to your limits is something he can do b/c no matter what, he trusts your love and your presence.
He may not show it to you the way he should right now. Please try so hard not to take it personally.
He is reacting to his situation in his life. And he is using you as his punching bag.
You are loved, you are beautiful, God don't make no junk.
(((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))
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