lol.. your right.. that's where ive been, lots of ups and downs... it stinks!
I know you love your wife, but like I just told the other "hope" you have to decide on your own what limits you are going to impose. How long you will wait.. some have waited more than a year... maybe that is too long for you.
Don't decide now, and vent all you want that is what we are here for...
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.