Just read your post.. ya know you have to do what you feel you are ready for. But I think you are MORE ready than you give yourself credit for. A mediator may be the answer.. I would set it up, you can always cancel, but do you really want to do that?
I see you getting on with your life and finding someone down the road who will appreciate you and love you as you should be. I think that him moving out was the first step and unless you think he is wanting to fix the M, you need to go forward. Why drag it out, that will only be more heart wrenching for you. Just my .02.
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