you didn't do MORE, because you COULDN'T. You've done your best back then and you're doing your best now, don't be so hard on yourself.
And - your H reacts to the changes you've made, you said so yourself.
I wish you a wonderful week, please try to love and indulge the child within you. Enjoy the sushi .
I will talk to you in a week or so.
(((((hugs))))))
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08