kalni, thanks so much for your response. your advise about the paper is excellent and that is exactly what I'm going to do.
It really does get better? I just can't see that right now. I just keep thinking that OW is so fab and I was such a horrible wife (his words) and that's it. I know, I know, don't listen to him and GAL and DB.
This is literally forcing me to "grow up". I'm going back to school in August, having to take care of a household, etc. h took care of all the little things I didn't even realize, like buying toilet paper!
the main thing I miss are just the little family moments. when isabella does something funny and it becomes a private joke between h and I. small things. How our kid who is 5's, favorite song is Psycho Killer from the Talking Heads. So funny.
