Guys I can't thank you enough. Yes CBK the beer is needed. h4h - you are right - once somebody said: if you want to make God smile tell him your plans. I know there is going to be something good out of this hell, right now I just don't understand what, but I know is there. Today I saw W, she was as happy as a lark, like nothing happened. Very different from the usual her, she used to keep the long face for weeks. The only thing is that she asked me, very nicely, for an apology, I gave it and I said I felt very bad about what happened. I don't know if her happiness it is a good or a bad sign, I shouldn't care right now. My family found some pictures in internet of OM - a very sporty guy, lot of muscles, many pretty women as friends in his facebook site, it seems he is spending a lot of time in front of the mirror, a guy I would have sworn W would have NEVER been interested in.... but hey.... WROOONG The kids are giving me a lot satisfaction, they are always all over me and make me feel very loved. This is what fills my heart right now. They are so small and so giving at the same time - they are wonderful.
