still need to be here at times

[kat727]

I feel bad asking now because we all look to you so much. I just wanted to get your opinion. About a year ago my H was telling me how I should put off any big thing until this, his 40th, birthday. H was also dropping hints about how the apt. he was staying at had a balcony( when we were in college had a few hot s*x times out on the balcony) and I knew that was what he was eluding to. Why would he be bring this stuff up? Is he just messing with me or was he thinking of me and wanted me to know it? It was said better on my own thread so you check there if you want. Thanks.
kat