Hmmmm, well, I need to come back to campus first thing in the AM anyways. I'll just sleep on the grass!!! It's still 95 degrees out, I don't think I'll freeze.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
I hate that he can go hot and cold so "easily" and I hate that he can't explain crap to me - "because" does NOT help, nor does it tell me how to fix anything. And that frustrates me because it is an ongoing problem in our R that I CANNOT fix by myself.
I hate that he is being so withdrawn again when I really need some support this week.
I hate that it is coming up on a year since everything started to get bad and things don't seem any better.
I feel stuck. And angry.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
I so understand your feelings. I have a journal and routinely write that I hate that I still love my H so much...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..