Searching for the truth..for me 5

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If you wish to be with me h you/we need to put serious time into it.

I have been feeling more confident about myself the past week. I need to keep it up. And i will do my best. I have to for me. My heart is still open, but i feel like I am standing looking out a door, with my hand on the door know, possibly ready to close the door. I don't wish to close it but, for know I have left it open, and have stepped back to see what will happen.

It isn't likely to happen in this manner.

If you really want him back, you will have to do this differently. Not 90, 120, but 180.