The best time of my life 2

[Treese]

Thanks YR;

I just keep praying....and yes my H looks happy and he said he deserved to be happy...also needed to be "True" to himself, as he shrugged his shoulders at me saying, "i'm not trying to hurt you"...just what goes through that little brain of theirs...
They truly aren't thinking of their family....they are only thinking of being free and on their own...H said he just doesn't want to be married anymore...well, glad he let me know...I'll just rearrange my life so he can have his happiness....WOW...never in my wildest nightmare did I think I would be going through this.....

What is bad is I want him to feel some of this pain I'm feeling.
I know I shouldn't want revenge but......the smile and smirk on his face is irritating me...I know it's probably all a front but I want him to hit bottom...

And the MLC steps...I can't even follow them because my H doesn't even seem to fit any of it except the A....so I quit trying to put him in one of those catagories cause it will drive you crazy....wait....I think I'm already crazy....at least that is what H said....He told me I was acting crazy....gee...do you think an affair, a child...another affair would tend to make someone crazy....aaaaaaa naaaahhhhhhhhh.....this is all my fault remember...geeezzzz.....

By the way, How is your piecing going??? You seem to be very happy....I wish you all the best...and many more years together..

My friends look at me and ask how I don't just blow up in his face...I said, why, what is that going to do...although sometimes I really want to but I'm trying to not let things get to me...sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't, just depends on the day...

take care...Treese