Nowhere else to talk about this & it sucks

[Doingmypart]

I have not told her I am not okay with her seeing others. Mainly because I know she is nowhere near happiness with me. She feels liberated. I will stop being so nice & accomodating for her. I think if I told her I have changed my mind on her seeing others she would basically say FU and do it anyway. So for now I will leave it alone. No help it along, but stay out of it. I still need to really work on myself. Growing a set & having a life of my own. When the time comes, when I see improvments with us I will tell her how it is going to be if we are to work out. No other men, honesty and open about everything. I really just don't see us there yet. So telling her I changed my mind really would not help anything...I think it would make the sitc worse at this point. Thanks all!