Having a really hard time motivating today, and it's not because it's already 95 degrees here. As I said, I really am collected about my sitch, but I'm just dragging. I need to get myself to the gym. Went to go to it last night and ended up eating at Applebee's! I don't understand it. I hate Applebee's and had an, as expected, sub-par meal. Felt horrible afterwards and still couldn't motivate to go work out. Did do about 30 minutes of yoga and read before bed.
Yesterday I had all these plans in my head about rearranging furniture, painting rooms, etc. and I can't even put away the laundry. OK, I'm off to work out. Hopefully this will pull me out of my lull.
Me: 42/H: 37 T: 10 years/M: 8 D9, S8 Bomb: 7.23.07 Separated: 1.20.08 D Final 3.19.09 Affair started in '05, found out parts in 11/07. They married 11.26.09