Searching for the truth..for me 5

[phbear316]

Hi

Smartcookie, thanks for the explanation for moving my previous thread over. LOL clear as mud.. LMAO.

I just have been staring at the computer, drawing a total blank. Somewhere it fell out of my head. But thanks to my wonderful jeanette, she has helped me. Thanks as always jeanette you are the best of the best. Remember that please
W2G, yes mr unhappy is back. You know, I am tired of the mood swings, I really beleive i have dropped the rope and have started to put my hands in the air. THe next steps for me will to be not picking up the rope and starting to back away from it.

I agree something is definately going on, I too am thinking something is wrong in paradise, the grass is starting to turn brown. I will stick to my statement, if h wants back in, things must change, our old marriage is over, dead. If you wish to be with me h you/we need to put serious time into it.

I have been feeling more confident about myself the past week. I need to keep it up. And i will do my best. I have to for me. My heart is still open, but i feel like I am standing looking out a door, with my hand on the door know, possibly ready to close the door. I don't wish to close it but, for know I have left it open, and have stepped back to see what will happen.

Well hugs to all, work issues calling me.
bear