I don't know what to think of this

[Jack_Three_Beans]

Those are just excuses Dar.

And you're letting your excuses justify your course of actions. You are enabling yourself.

Surely your will power is stronger than your desire. Or are you a person who is controlled by their wants?

Like the alcholic who blames all the liquor stores available on his way home from work.

If you cannot remove yourself from the proximity of temptation, at least be strong enough to resist it.