Maybe Last Thread in Separating, Found DB 2 Late

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H stuck around for 20 minutes or so this morning after dropping off the kids and came back for another 10 after walking D6 to school. It was like Sunday never happened in terms of the groove. He hugs me hello and goodbye. We talk. Blah blah blah. I have to make a conscious effort to make changes. Like he left and was switching from car to motorcycle. I had the front door open to let in some cool morning air but when I walked by and saw him changing, I closed it. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw him turn and watch. Before I would have just left it open, but I have to start closing off to him more and more. If he changes directions, so be it, but I'm preparing that he's not.

H had a horrible sleep last night because the loveseat isn't suitable for sleeping. He ended up in bed with the kids. Turns out D6 told him she'd sleep on the loveseat and he wouldn't let her. So badly I wanted to recommend that he take one of the twin trudles, or at least a mattress which he could keep under the queen bed, but didn't. All I asked is if he wanted me to send D6's sleeping bag along (in case he had changed his mind about her sleeping on the sofa). He said he might pick his sleeping bag up tonight.

So, nice life you have there H. I hope you really, really dislike it. Not in a mean way, of course, but life wasn't that bad here at all. In fact, life was good. Our relationship we can make what we want, but...