Confused no longer - Give me the strength

[Snow White]

I know it bothered my H whenever I went out while we were S'ed. It upset him to think and/or know that I was possibly with someone else. He was jealous. Oh well, that was HIS problem, not mine.

But it also appeared to him that I didn't care as much about the tidiness of the house or always making sure that things got done. It seemed to him that my going out or whatever was more important to me than anything else. He thought I didn't care about what mattered to him. If I could make time to do other things, I certainly should be able to make the time to do the things that really ought to be done. Even if I didn't feel like it.

Are you the smartest or what? H walks in the door this morning and says, I think maybe instead of playing baseball tonight(my first game) you should cut the grass. He was in a good mood but the comment was still there.

This as last night at 11 I remember to go looking for the jam jar - that still ahd jam on the side of it and scrub it off.