Liss don't you hate the anger that rises up when your babies are hurt? And by their own father?
I know I do. I feel my cheeks turn red, and I'm nearly blind with anger.
I think if we weren't that concerned or hurt when our babies hurt, we would have to question ourselves as parents.
My dad wasn't a great dad growing up. I saw him one weekend a month for years and when I turned 15, we didn't talk for 2 years. It was on me to call (sound familiar?). NOW he's around, makes an effort, but there is a disconnect there. If I need to talk to someone, it's automatically my mom first. Right or wrong, good or bad. I was telling a friend of mine how I resent him for what he is doing to my Peanut. I know how it feels, and I can't fill the hole that a father is supposed to fill. And it angers me......especially to know how the relationship was with my dad.
Stupid @$$'s!
Smooches Liss! Be strong for your kidlets - you're a great mom! And your children rock! And Puff is an @$$!
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
