Nutty, I'm not like this from home at all. Once I'm home, I'm busy with fun stuff and the regular grind. However, it's here at work that I have computer access and a phone sitting right next to me that's my compulsion. NC from home is just fine and D has my full attention. Now, if I can find a job working from home I'd be all set with the area of NC.
As far as being addicted to H.... I'm more addicted to trying to show him I love him and know how wrong I was for the treatment he received from me. That's my addiction.