I haven't shared the fact that I think about the OM a lot and that I'm sad. I think that it would not help us. If he thinks I still think about the OM, he will think I don't love him. He will assume I love the OM. I don't think he will want to know that I need to forget him. He knows I told him I loved him. He knows that much. I just kept saying that I wanted to be with HIM, not the OM and that is why I am here with him now. No matter what I did, and what I said, I am here with him....NOT with the OM.
