Will it make it easier on you

[MichelleLT]

Yeah, I was talking to my older brother, he can't go either even though he lives like 1 hr away because of work. He's a substitute teacher and can't get a sub for himself lol.

I will look around in like the Bay Area and such, but my H will be doing a lot of military stuff this summer and just won't be around. Which is sorta nice because he'll be gone a lot when OW comes back from England, which definitely makes me happy cuz she won't have many opportunities to try and see him.

However, it does make trying to work on this R much harder. Especially when he keeps changing his mind about whether he even wants to see me.

Unless things have DRASTICALLY improved by October, I can't see H flying down to see me in AZ when I will only be down there a month. I mean, not a lot of time for him to miss me first, and second, the whole money issue. He will still be trying to dig himself out of debt and I'm not inclined to really help him out much as he did it to himself.

At any rate, too far out to really predict anyways. We shall see.