Perhaps. It is really hard to say. But I think I feel different. Not radically different, just different.
I am also feeling more like this has to get resolved sooner rather than later. Though I haven't defined what that means. But, I know that I am not going to do this for another three years. Or even two. Maybe one, if I knew that she was committed to trying. So that's the question, or the problem.
I think that could well be a topic for the C this Friday.
