I really can't even comprehend how hurt you must feel about all this. I am totally dreading having to not be with my kids every other weekend and whatever evenings during the week if that is the kind of arrangement my H wants for himself. But I would never ever try to keep my kids from my H - I guess that is because I am sane and rational.
Don't even think about the scary worst outcome. Let those thoughts go, meditate to still your mind and release those thoughts. Can you tell I am just learing how to meditate?!?
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