I still think he's going to end up doing what he's doing. But, there's nothing I can do about it.

I do feel better and think the conversation was a good thing. H does, too, as I got this email from him this morning: "We had a good conversation, thank you for talking to me under really difficult circumstances, I appreciate it a lot."

It's important for our kids that their parents get along. That's where I am at this point. Yes, in my heart of heart, I still have hope. Yet at the same time, I realize that it doesn't matter. I think that boat's sunk.


Me: 42/H: 37
T: 10 years/M: 8
D9, S8
Bomb: 7.23.07
Separated: 1.20.08
D Final 3.19.09
Affair started in '05, found out parts in 11/07. They married 11.26.09

My life is good.