I have a webinar on resume writing today.. I've given myself until the end of May to get my resume where I need it to be and then will start "networking" (something I'm not so comfortable with) and putting my resume out there for posted jobs.
I look forward to my move but dread it at the same time. We bought this home with so much love in our hearts and hope for our futures so it's difficult. But it will be alright.
Journalling
I'm not feeling all that positive lately. I know that I should and I'm sure that if I was standing outside of the situation it would seem that we're making progress... but it just sucks being here.
I really don't have much of value to speak about on my thread and I find that a bit disheartening. I know my thread is like a diary.. for me to get my feelings out.. but I don't feel all that great about my R right now (with H being on the cusp of his super busy season).. but I do feel I'm a good person and a good catch with an unknown future.. just find it so confusing that the person that "loves" me doesn't feel like I'm enough or that I fit.
I'm sure that's just my view on it.. but I can't be the only one that feels like no matter how amazing they are that it isn't enough.
