Real life's getting more like fiction each day (2)

[Starshyne]

Hi all...I am still plugging in here. I had a difficult time for about a half hour last night. For the first time since he left, I really cried. I just saw all of his books on the shelf and knowing that he wasn't around to read them just totally hit me and I bawled. But I really think that is a good thing for me to do because it does help in my healing.

The days are going by slowly. I am staying busy and doing things, but it just seems like everything has suddenly gone into slow motion. I am already dreading the weekend. My mom is going out of town from Friday-Sunday, so I won't have her around to rely on. I plan on going to see the Narnia movie on Friday night, but besides that I need to start thinking of things to do for the rest of the weekend. It would really be great if I had some friends in town...

I had a dream last night that I was stuck in an elevator. I wonder if that has some symbolic meaning behind it.

Well my first class should be here any minute now. We are reading the book, Nate the Great for the rest of the school year and I am excited to start reading it with the kids. We will be putting on a puppet show (one of my favorite things) on the last day. If it wasn't for work every day, I think I would go insane.

Sara