Long story but he is home and H and I getting along even better and communicating more. He spent the whole day with me yesterday and we even went on a Walk*.
*( I love "em he hates 'em)*
This to me is paramount it says H is connected to me and wantas my Happiness too and that he really is trying. When my son came to talk to my H I was nervous and then I wasnt cause I know my H has grown so much as a Human Being these past few months.
So all in all good... there have been a few bumps and H being moody. I know now though after are talks that he is trying and he will keep trying to get better and get along with me better. We have come a long way... light years from where we were before the BOMB.
So believe in Miracles and work your a** off to change and be a better YOU. Even if you dont save the Marriage you will feel so much better and Life will be so much richer. If you save the Marriage too then great but trust me stopping the D is no magic pill it takes still alot of hard work. I have been piecing for 2 years and it is just starting to feel good. ...... like I am close to feeling that light on my face not looking at it from a distance. All my best to you all and God bless....
