I should really stop worrying about my sitch and W's commitment to our M cos every time I really fret about something then a really positive step forward happens.
Recently W has been preparing my lunches for me to take to work, beautiful sandwiches lovely salads etc. Today she called me at work to ask if I enjoyed todays salad. I told her it was lovely especially the way she had added the extra chopped apples and grapes and it was really, really filling. W then said she was happy to prepare the lunches for me and was glad that I was enjoying them, then she added "At least I can make you happy with food if not in other parts of our lives". I just told W that "you do make me happy". Then she said "Oh yes, I gave you your morning wake up call and now a lovely salad, what more could a man want" and then we both laughed at that. We were going to talk some more but I was interrupted by a work colleague. But anyway for me this was a very big step forward.
I know W will find it difficult to talk and as I said in my previous post that R talk is off my agenda but now I can see the commitment in her action. Phew. Anyway I feel so much more up lifted today, definitely feel more positive for the future.
