I am scared that he is never going to miss me. That he is loving this new life so much that I am the last thing that crosses his mind. But I know that he has to miss me a little.
hon, he might not miss you, not because you aren't worth his time but because in his mind he only thinks of him and is too confused and empty, he doesnt' realize how his actions affect you, he is too involved in filling his void, how else would you excuse his latest behaviors?? a normal man wouldnt' go more than one day all peachy when his W isnt' talking to him and is hurting.
Let go, if he loves his life without you what does that tell you? do you want a man who wouldn't give a care if he's with you or not or one who yearns to see you? if he is happy where he is then you don't need this man, star, you don't need this kind of man
Let him go, only then you'll know if it was worth holding on to him.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
