The best time of my life 2

[Treese]

Well YR....messed up this morning....saw on the bank card that H was at the pub last night at midnight...and I asked him if he was at a pub when he called me this morning....I didn't want to but my mouth was quicker than my biting.....I want to just forget about it and not even be bothered with it but when I see it it digs at me...

Do I apologize for asking? Leave it alone? I need to back pedal to before I asked about it....I want to act like I don't care and to some degree I don't I just wish I was with him.....I guess that's why it bothers me....he's going by himself or with the OW......

did you ever ask questions like this or is it just me....and if you did, did your H say it bothered him....my H just says it's none of my business where he is and who he's with...I guess he's right....

I am screwing this up totally...HHHHhhhhhhhhhhhh......