Pregnant and heading for acceptance #2

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ST - yes, today is another day. I feel good today.

Forrest - I definitely can see where the kiss could be a control thing. But, he usually kisses me goodbye. This time it was in front of his parents. That's why it was unusual. But, it's already out of my mind (kinda). I'm trying to be less accessible and a little more aloof. I think another way he exerts control is with the money. He has told me EVERYDAY since Friday that my money would be in the bank THAT day. It is still not there. Sometimes I wonder if he does it so I have to beg or contact him. It drives me nuts. Last night I texted him and politely asked if he could please get it in the bank that day. He said sure not problem. He was texting me about school and my job and I responded. Then, I just said "I have to go. Thanks for putting the money in tonight, have a good night". He texted me twice after that and I didn't respond. Money is STILL not in the account. Aaaaarrrrggggghhhhh. So, I am NOT texting him today to remind him. He is supposed to be at class tonight and I will address it then. It kind of felt good not to respond to his last two texts.

Jenny - You definitely sound busy. Hope all is well. Hope the house selling/buying is going smoothly.

Tomato - your prayers are always welcome and needed. I am getting excited, but very nervous about the delivery. I'll need those prayers.

Nik - I hope you are doing well. I haven't been over to your thread lately. I think you are definitely right about him NOT feeling like he could lose me. I'm just trying to be realistic and not read too much into anything, either way, good or bad. I have so much I feel that I need to do before the baby gets here and I'm occupying my head with that stuff as much as possible. It helps.

Well, off to another Doctor's appointment. I'll check back in soon.