I asked H to go to lunch with me today. I think I need to start initiating more contact. He feels he has nothing to offer so no reason to call me or ask me to do anything. He told me even if we are just planning on hanging out at his place it makes him anxious because he doesn't know what we are going to do. He doesn't want me to be bored.
He told me he just wants me to be happy and in a good mood. I am for the most part but I do really let his moods affect me, I always have. Something else I need to work on. So happy and upbeat it is at lunch today.
