Real life's getting more like fiction each day (2)

[Starshyne]

Yes lwb I did have a very rough weekend. It was an uncomfortable feeling at work yesterday when unknowing people were asking, "how was your weekend?"

It is nice not to hear the door opening at 2am or 5am or whenever. Although every time I hear a car coming down the street (I live on a dead end street, so it isn't very often), I look out the window to see if it is him. I can't believe all of the things he has left behind. Things that I would think that he needs: his jeans, his glasses, his blanket, his tennis shoes. Why hasn't he came to get this stuff?

I thought I would try with that text message yesterday. I had TM him Saturday night and he messaged me back. I thought it was worth a try, oh well. I am not going to contact him until his paycheck comes in the mail later this week.

I am still concerned that he is never going to miss me. He is so self absorbed that he isn't even thinking of me.

Well today is my "free" day. I plan on watching the trashing reality shows that H got me hooked on. And just basically vegging out in front of the TV tonight. It is raining (again) and looks like a nice day to stay indoors.

Sara