I am so glad to "see" you! I was wondering where you were and how you were doing... i think about you all the time. Don't worry, I totally understand about not being able to give support. The board s can be really intense and sometimes you really need to save your energy!!
God, it must be so hard to think about losing both your guys at once. (((((BA))))) One thing that seems very clear to me from your most recent post is that H is confused. And if H is confused, it's not over.
Keep hanging in there, lady. You are so strong, I know you can!!! Please be kind and gentle with yourself, take care of yourself, and make a little space to do something to give *yourself* a lil' love.
I am always here for you on the BB if you need a ((HUG)) or listening ear!!
