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I think I react to him too much. Sometimes I feel like he's unsure how things will go, he's more standoffish, or just less talkative. And I let it put me off. I follow his lead and am not as touchy I think. I think I have to work on acting as if things are fine when we get together, on not letting my doubts creep in - it could be nothing more than he's had a long day, but it makes me timid and I wonder if what I say/do will be the "right" thing. I am not sure where we stand, and it shows.

Yep, me too. That is exactly what I do. His mood is affecting yours...which means he is in control of the mood when you two are together.

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Last night and this morning were very nice. Those moments are what remind me of why I'm fighting so hard.

We need those. They are few and far between, but it really does reenergize our will to fight.


Kris