Hey Sara, I am glad the field trip was nice, I had a similar experience to you in that in an attempt to GAL I took my daughter to Great Wolf Lodge the week that H moved out. It was very difficult thinking about what he was missing and what it was like to be there as a family.
This is likely the hardest thing you have ever edured, but you are doing it, and you are making it through everyday, going to work and being there for those kids. Think of that as a positive, it is horrible and I'm still here! Everything else will be easy after living throught this :-).
Have I mentioned I hate it too, so much. But I do love that there are people on here to talk to that understand and empathize.
Me~34 H~38 D6.5
EA/PA-DEC.07
Moved out~Apr.13,08 Sep. Papers~Dec.7,08 No contact order ~Dec.9,08 and again October 13, 2009