He sent me a tm first thing this morning thanking me for taking the kids to see his mom. We tm'd for a little bit. All friendly and chatty.
I caught d13's cold and I left work early. I felt lousy all weekend and worse today. I got home and slept. When i woke up d13 was home from school. She said H was outside on the phone.
H came in. Barely spoke a word to me. If i didn't speak to him...I wonder if he would have said anything at all. I went back into the bedroom....just figured I would give him space.
H didn't talk too much to d13. He was tm'ing I think outside. He then came in and told me he didn't have to work tonight and could drop d13 off at practice on his way to counseling.
I know I am analizing Snodderly, trying not to, but I am so puzzled by the silent treatment. Is it depression? Or is it because I haven't signed the house papers? I wish I knew. It is like he is drawn into a cave when I am around. He can barely look at me.
Call me crazy....but part of me wishes he would call in the middle of the night so at least I know he is thinking about me. Right now I don't know where his head or his heart is.
