Will it make it easier on you

[MichelleLT]

I'm not sure what is different. We have mostly been seeing each other at his place, mostly weekends or evenings. I think I react to him too much. Sometimes I feel like he's unsure how things will go, he's more standoffish, or just less talkative. And I let it put me off. I follow his lead and am not as touchy I think. I think I have to work on acting as if things are fine when we get together, on not letting my doubts creep in - it could be nothing more than he's had a long day, but it makes me timid and I wonder if what I say/do will be the "right" thing. I am not sure where we stand, and it shows.

Last night and this morning were very nice. Those moments are what remind me of why I'm fighting so hard.

Things were a little weird at first, with both of us wondering what was going on, but we relaxed after a couple minutes. It felt like a real date, and a real celebration.

Oh, I sent H a GL on his test today IM and he responded thanks and he's feeling good and now he's being pretty chatty. Apparently he's in a good mood today too lol.