Lucas you and i are like brotheres in this ecsept I dont have kids. As you said lets learn from eachother. I started this in Jan and im approuching 6 months. dont worry if you get tired and depressed. its NATURAL. you will go throught a period of morning about this. I guess I belive you cant DB untill that part is done. When you exspect good results they wont come...period. but the unexspected stuff will keep you going. Belive half of what she says. and realise that you are doing the right thing. in todays society keeping M together is not the norm. best whishes and I will be stopping in a lot more often. good luck my friend