Thanks Jeff for posting to my thread...I am so sorry everyone...I have been so distracted. I've kind of lost my focus and am trying to get it back. Things are not going well at our house...the ups and downs are killing me. Last Wed. H said he wanted to work on us...then changed his mind Thursday...and the weekend was absolutely horrible. My kids both came home for mother's day which was nice...but they are back up at school...finals week. S21 graduates Friday and family will start arriving on Wed. so I have a full week ahead of me.
I am trying to stay positive, but have been getting sucked into H's world and it's hard to get back out! My faith is shaken and I need to re-read DB to get back on track. I know it's not over until it's over...but H is threatening to move out after S's graduation. S will be moving to the midwest for his new job and plans on doing so sometime the 1st week of June....so I may be losing both my guys at once...????
I've been off and on here reading everyone's threads...I just don't have the strength or positive energy to share with everyone right now...I'm so sorry.
I will keep checking in on you...and praying for you all!
Hugs!
BA
Me:43 H:48 M:24 yrs T: 26 yrs 2 kids ILYNILWYA 8-07 - MOW 9-07 H moved out 8-2-08 Back 8-18-08 Affair continues Back home but not emotionally
