I'm working like a dog (a tired dog) trying to get the house packed up and ready for the real estate agent coming at 3. So why am I sitting at the computer?? Cause I needed a 5 minute break!

It's hard to do because it's really facing reality in a big way. I'm having a hard time not letting the emotions get the better of me.
This is the way I see it....at Christmas time I had a hard time decorating the tree. I cried through the whole thing. But I didn't stop...there were times I could barely see the decorations for the tears....but I just kept going until it was done. This is taking a longer than the tree....but I'm going to press forward through the tears until it is done!

Well I better get going....an hour and half to go!
J~

M 35
H 29
M 4 yrs T 9 yrs
D 3
S born 10/19/07
Bomb 09/10/07 Separated next day
OW - broke up and H moved out 09/07/08
Status - still figuring this out