I don't know what to think of this

[AliSuddenly]

there yuo have it so I start to panic

but you've been apart 20 months!

Dar, I think you need to find a way to move forward from your H (not move on, find someone else, I dont mean that).. but he is ALWAYS making false promises to you.. I'll call you .. then doesnt.

I wondered, you said you didnt know where he lives. Do you know if there is an OW at all? I just wondered as yuo havent mentioned that in the bits I have read.

Nice that he gave yuo a hug. I'm not sure it was a good idea to email him asking him if he is ok? I think you should leave him be and let him come to you. Same old, same old!

Ali x