that's all I really can do. that and remind myself that this means nothing for me, not at this point.
I told my therapist once that when things like this happen, its like a train stopping for me. I'll be plugging along like a useful little engine and keeping my focus and moving forward and such, and bumps like this will happen and I won't think they really affect me, not much anyway. but then its like a train stopping...it slows down, doesn't stop all at once...and I don't even notice I've lost my momentum till I'm almost at a full stop on the tracks. and it takes sooo much to get chugging along again.
hopefully recognizing that will prevent me from really breaking this time.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
