thanks donna. see, I don't think he's being cruel. he's being very selfish, but not intentionally cruel. he's probably not thinking about me right now, more likely its about how I make him feel. he's very confused and very sad and has a lot to work thru. my job is to let him do that, to keep working on myself, and to recognize what the reality is instead of buying into the illusions. trust me, if he ever really wants this life again, if he ever wants to try to make a go of it, to make a new marriage, he'll figure out how to do that.
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
